Oh man, I was you once too...enamored, charmed, smitten. He was a witty, intelligent, thoughtful, statuesque demi-god who came into my life like a breath of fresh air and I thought I had found the man of my dreams. To be clear I am speaking about TSGT Keith Alan Snyder of Patrick Air Force Base … Continue reading A helpful guide if you’re dating my rapist…
I don't know where to begin... You know that feeling you got when you read the title and saw that there was something new here for you to pour over? That little skip in your heart's rhythm? That impatience as you waited for this post to load? You know that feeling? So do I. All … Continue reading Checkmate.
While you're over there making jokes and snide comments I'm over here STILL trying to scrub the memories from my skin.
My grandfather once told me "the most beautiful woman in the room is the tallest woman in the room and it has nothing to do with her height" That was great news to me because at five feet tall it wasn't looking like I was going to be very beautiful. It took me twenty years … Continue reading How to be the Tallest Person in the Room
Dear Immigrants, I can't care about you, your children, your family or your country because if I express empathy, compassion, understanding and a willingness to help in my limited capacity well that would make me a snowflake, a libtard, a democrat, a liberal, insert any other derogatory term for human here...
My first instinct was to defend myself and the article and point out all of the ways that these people had misinterpreted my position. My friends and family began defending me in the comments section whenever the article appeared on another feed and it was then that I realized something about that article. It's been one of the greatest teaching moments of my life. I finally understood the power of my words.
who the fuck can live like this? honestly? Do you have any idea what it feels like being told you can't express yourself in the way that you normally express yourself because god forbid some asinine defense attorney miscategorizes and misconstrues something you feel in a single moment... I've been trying to write the same … Continue reading RIP
Oh wow, do i think about you often. In the beginning you were there, always and not so subtly. i was the first to put you back on the walls. And then after some time you weren't there at all, in fact you turned your back... i didn't see you again for a while. It … Continue reading Anniversary spoons~ a poem~
My body has become a crime scene and my mind has become the hostage.
I'm struggling to write today, not because I have writer's block, in fact its the opposite. I have so much to say that I don't even know where to begin. Today my rapist was given more paperwork, but this paperwork was different. This paperwork was the next step in setting a date for trial...Keith Alan … Continue reading More lies we tell ourselves