I wish you knew how hard it was to wake up every morning. How hard it is to face each day wondering what new fuckery will unpack itself on my doorstep...wondering what new threat, new complication, new request or obligation is waiting in the wings. Most mornings I just want to stay in bed, pull … Continue reading What I wish you knew…
I am way cooler. I've had so much time to think this past year and man have I grown up. I hit the rock bottom equivalent of an addict, although I've never had a substance abuse problem, more of an emotional abuse problem. As in, I take a lot. I always felt that if I … Continue reading Wolverine is cool but…
Maybe I left him better. Maybe I left him thinking outside the box. Maybe when the wind blows at just a certain time, he'll pause in search of signs from the universe and maybe, just maybe he'll listen this time. I'm not afraid of goodbyes anymore. After I listened to my heart, I simply gave … Continue reading
I feel strong. I feel powerful. I refuse to entertain an ounce of shame for what was done to me but I had to sit in meditation for a long time with my ego. I had to get severely uncomfortable. And I learned. I learned more about myself that first week of trial than I … Continue reading indomitable
A long, yet very necessary post. Please read, please share. Imagine for a moment that you are violently car jacked while waiting at a traffic light... What's the first thing you would likely do? Call 911 right? Imagine if when the responding officer got there, he asked you what you were wearing when you got … Continue reading Sexual assault or carjacking?
I fell in love once floating down the James River on a boat, a batteau to be exact, named The Bird in Hand. This my friends, is a true story. I can't remember his name, but he took the role so seriously. It must have been the third day or so and I had already … Continue reading I fell in love once…a short, short love story.
Hello, I've waited here for you Everlong Tonight, I throw myself into And out of the red Out of her head, she sang Come down, and waste away with me Down with me Slow how you wanted it to be And over my head, out of her head she sang "All along it was a … Continue reading Mash up~ words, not mine.
I run for you, honey 'Cause you don't get tired It's the way you're wired Baby so am I We caught up over coffee You told me what you thought Was it a mistake? Baby, I'm not sure But I believe True love never takes too long True love shows up on time So I'm … Continue reading Words~ not mine
Drunken Angel, If our power came from chocolate or wine we'd be a dragon by now. a week a away from letting the chips fall... I'm not sure what side you're sitting on tonight. Oh my did we laugh once upon a time...so much so, remember we used to dance and everyone wanted to be...we … Continue reading Drunken Angel