other things I have been busy with….

other things I have been busy with.....

other things I have been busy with….

My brother, Jason D. Page, the Light Painter. His documentary was just released and I am super proud of him and his hard work, dedication and amazing talent.... here are some links I hope you will enjoy. I have been working with him doing marketing/public relations and event planning. It's been great!! http://vimeo.com/66446972 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3Cjmv6dX8k http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7D0kF0j6gM …

Neglectful…..yes I have been.

Neglectful.....yes I have been..

Neglectful…..yes I have been.

I apologize. I have been very neglectful, I have had ALOT going on. I had to move rather suddenly. I knew the possibility of starting over yet again was there, just didn't know it was going to come so soon. It turns out that my landlord decided to stop paying the mortgage on my property …

As a point of reference…from a VAIN SURVIVOR.

I have always used my own body as a way to reflect what was going on internally. My eating disorder started as a way to control internally what I was unable to control externally. My parents divorce, my abusive step-father, running away, being homeless, being institutionalized. I had no other form of expression, or at …

Choices….one grocery shop at a time….

I'm making better choices. Today over yesterday, yesterday over the day before. I faltered, I fell, you know this, I admitted it last week. I wrote about my experience at Snap!, it helped fuel my desire to be a better me. I didn't sleep much at all last night, did alot of reflecting about the …

Model Behavior….

This past weekend I had the opportunity to be a part of Snap! Orlando. My brother, Jason D. Page was a featured artist there and was doing live light painting portraits. I stressed for days leading up to the event, not because we would be working long grueling hours or that he would be under …

Patterns of behavior and why I am so mad.

I KNOW people are a collective pattern of behavior. I KNOW this. I subscribe to it, believe in it whole hearted. This includes myself. I am trying desperately to break patterns. I am trying to rethink my path and make decisions that are healthier, wiser and rational. I failed last night. I fell into my …

More precise thought

Darkness falls like silk ribbons Sending pale ladders of light Into the shallow pools of your eyes lids Watching you sleep, there by the pane Head in hands, tears heavy like rain Love, clouding.... Judgement.

thought….

head in hands tears falling heavy like rain silk ribbons of moonlight slipping into the shallow pools of eyelids clouding... judgement.