I want to take a moment to take responsibility for some things. I have heard statements recently in regards to the situation I am in with E like..."well, are you really surprised? "just shut the door on this!" "Well...you shoulda saw this coming!" and quite frankly, it's probably the most unsupportive, ridiculous, unnecessary things to … Continue reading Responsible? wholeheartedly.
I am not a taker... I would LOVE to be. I would love to take and take and take and live my life the way some people do with little to no regard for the world and people around them. Unfortunately, I can not be that way. I gave myself over to the universe a … Continue reading HEARD
So after deciding that I didn't need a second chance and that his in-actions have lead to the downfall of this breakdown with his family I tell him he needs to go...to leave, to not be in my presence for a while. I am disgusted. I am flabbergasted. I can't even fathom that he just … Continue reading part deux
I woke up a few days ago. From everything. I woke up after hearing, seeing rather, I saw it, in a text from him to me. An ultimatum if you will, an opportunity he was giving me to chose my health or him. I chose my health. I chose to wake up. It started with … Continue reading I am alive.