I'll tell you, I gave this a lot of thought. When is it time to move on? move forward? to re-invent? What is the protocol for surviving a horrific relationship and moving towards a better one? How long am I supposed to grieve? to be alone? to sulk? to rediscover myself? Who determines the "appropriate" … Continue reading when is it time?
I'm finally letting go. In the purest sense of those words. Those who used to occupy my thoughts no longer have free reign in my mind. Some days, I would be consumed with the need to understand WHY or HOW certain people could be the way they are. WHY would someone lie about something so inconsequential … Continue reading Pity
WHEN MY NAME LEFT YOUR LIPS IT CRACKLED LIKE FIREIT FELT DANGEROUS AND EXCITINGLEFT ME BREATHLESS WITH DESIREI ACHED TO HEAR ITLEAVING YOUR LIPSELECTRIC, IGNITING ME I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE TO BEGINMY NAME ON YOUR LIPSPLEASE. AGAIN.
So as I was reading and re-reading my own life story the 2 things I wanted people to get from my life is this... #1 As I have said before I take 100% responsibility for the choices, actions, reactions etc I have made as an ADULT. I find it empowering to take responsibility. I don't shun … Continue reading I don’t want to be tragic. I want to be inspiration.
I received a notification yesterday from word press stating simply..."Happy Anniversary". It has been one year since I started writing my story. One year compiling 39 years into roughly 74 pages. I went back and re-read from the beginning. I laughed, I cried, I gasped, I reflected and then I smiled. I have trans versed … Continue reading Happy Anniversary…to me, despite it all.
Lies are like riding the ocean waves. The trough is calm giving time to recover, time to process, time to feel. And then there's the wave, the crest approaching, looming large, knowing that with the break comes the pain, the anvil dropping, the heart lurches, seized in the power of the moment and I hear … Continue reading TEAM CHRISTIE~~ I want shirts made
quick break down: On November 4th I was assaulted by a woman who hit me in the face with a beer bottle. I called 911, she was arrested, charged with felony battery and assault. I had 7 stitches and CT scan of my head and now have a permanent scar on my face. The state's … Continue reading if only my attorney accept beer….ahhh ethics….