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Month: May 2014

to see me….scream.

May 29, 2014 ~ christiepage "pando pandemonium" ~ 1 Comment

As surgery approaches, so do the tides of my emotions. I've reconciled with my body for the most part. It is what it is. It's a vessel. My body, this physical cage, it does not define me. It is a map of the roads I've traveled, the battles I've fought, the wars I've won. This body, this … Continue reading to see me….scream.

Souls.

May 28, 2014May 28, 2014 ~ christiepage "pando pandemonium" ~ Leave a comment

Maya Angelou passed today and it hit me profoundly.  I read her words before ever thinking about putting my story down on virtual paper. I read her words about her life, her childhood, her teenage years,  the birth of her child at 17, her dancing to pay bills, her deep innate need to survive, her words were … Continue reading Souls.

I am still with purpose…

May 19, 2014May 19, 2014 ~ christiepage "pando pandemonium" ~ Leave a comment

Something inside me has awakened. I feel now more than ever a pull to discover my purpose. This feeling has been brewing for quite some time and as I get closer to accepting it, the calmer I become. I am still with purpose. Still. Still in my mind. Still. Fearless of the future. I have always done … Continue reading I am still with purpose…

Spiders

May 15, 2014May 15, 2014 ~ christiepage "pando pandemonium" ~ 3 Comments

As far back as I can remember my brother made intricate designs with spools of string in his room. He would attach various toys to these designs and suspended them there. It was like a crude spiderweb with random toys caught within the strands. I remember everyone commenting on how much he liked to do … Continue reading Spiders

bathtub barbie….

May 14, 2014 ~ christiepage "pando pandemonium" ~ 2 Comments

My hand is outstretched, force-ably. I am being lifted by the wrist from the bathtub. Moments earlier the bathtub was a swimming pool for me and my barbies on a hot summer day. I am under the age of 10, 8 maybe? Playing in the bathtub in my bathing suit.  I live on Orange Road. … Continue reading bathtub barbie….

and I will be strong even if it all goes wrong…

May 14, 2014 ~ christiepage "pando pandemonium" ~ Leave a comment

It rose up like bile this morning. The anger. The rage. That place where injustice meets desistance. I am angry, that HE gets to go on about his miserable, pathetic life as if I were some insignificant thing that he could cast aside. It's so much more than the passing of a relationship or the … Continue reading and I will be strong even if it all goes wrong…

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