There are some losses that affect us in ways we never knew they would. Some that bite at us, that stir such raw emotion that the tears are there before we even know they were in production. I miss my friend. I didn't have enough time to bust his balls, to give him a hard … Continue reading Loss
This wild beast can not be tame, does not wish to respond to reason or logic. This inner dialogue has no filter or boundary. She bucks and roars and screams beneath this exterior. She wants to go. To run. To discover. To challenge. To be alone. To be free. She hurts in all the wrong places, … Continue reading This wild beast~ a work of fiction~ maybe.
Ok....I am going to try this. I am going to try to turn over a new leaf, to let all negative thoughts and feelings leave my body with breath. I will no longer entertain them and I will no longer acknowledge negativity. I will distract myself with positive energy and I will have faith that a … Continue reading New leaf?
I think I am an emotional pendulum. It is so hard for me just to let myself feel whatever it is I am feeling. I am constantly talking myself out of my own emotions. I can't even find the words...For example, I am so relieved that my surgery is over, that I am healing physically, that … Continue reading Pendulum…..
Do I continue this journey? Do I continue to write my story, my hopes, my fears, the things that people think but are afraid to utter out loud? Do I continue on this path and get it all out there, bare bones? That is the question.