Wouldn’t it be nice if things lined up or worked out just once in a while? So I’ll continue my story…because what else can I do? I sit here trying to practice the art of letting go and failing miserably today…I have moments of “okay” … Continue reading Wouldn’t it be nice?
I don’t even know where to begin. Guess I’ll just dive right in. The man that I wrote about in: open letter to the man with depression part 1. & 2. came back into my life unexpectedly. https://christiepage808.wordpress.com/2015/11/09/this-is-your-chapter-the-book-is-my-love-an-open-letter-to-the-man-with-depression/ Now here is where I will probably … Continue reading spins madly on
Hello World, It’s me, Christie. Or as my friends and family call me, Page. We have not yet had an opportunity to become acquainted. You see I’ve been busy being a practical person. Getting an education, working, marriage(s), raising children… you know, the usual. Only my … Continue reading Hello World~ Open letter to the world
I don’t know why I asked a question that I already knew the answer too. Perhaps I just wanted you to be as brave as I was. I put it all out there today, took every risk my heart would allow and I wanted your heart to do the same.
My mind, my heart know the answer despite the words that follow. But I suppose I needed to hear it just once.
Just once I wanted someone else to risk it all for me.
I hate being this way, tattered, torn.
There is no balance, no shutting off this wild swinging world that resides in my head…
My OCD is in overdrive now, perhaps the new stresses
I am not one for soft landings. I’ve always leapt without looking, feet first, head first it never made a difference the outcome was always the same. I’ve been directed and redirected so many times the only constant has been change. Navigating my way from jobs … Continue reading Leap~ Wild Woman~ Leap