3 years.

I met you 3 years ago today.  I’ve dreaded this day every year since.

I’ve abandoned my life searching for the thing that will heal my soul. So far I’ve traveled to 5 states,  hiked to the top of mountains,  swam in frigid rivers, driven hundreds of miles and met amazing humans,  all on their own journey.  And as much as I would like to say that my soul is closer to what it was before you,  I am admittedly aware of the pain that I was seeking to outrun.

I am hoping to lead with love and forgiveness,  hoping that grace will piece me back together, putting myself in the way of the undeniable magic of this planet.

I forgive you.

You destroyed my soul and I will never be whole,  but I sure hope the pieces you took serve you well.

 

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