And it hit her, much in the way she imagined creation, all at once, electric. A crackling and popping so loud it silenced her mind for the first time. It was as if she felt everything in a millisecond, all the fear, love, excitement, joy, sorrow, disappointment, anger, pity, happiness, anticipation. Wave after wave crashing … Continue reading She Was the Stuff of Stars Listen, Love, Live
So I've been very quite lately and decided that I would continue doing what I promised I would do and that is living an honest existence. The last week has had me facing 2 suicide attempts, being baker acted only to be released to attempt again and now home going through the motions of trying … Continue reading From beyond suicide
I've always known I was different. My earliest memories of playing outside as a child didn't have me on the playground but running barefoot through the woods on the property behind our house or jumping recklessly into the ocean off of the long pier at our local beach. I never wanted to come inside and felt … Continue reading You crazy slut.
The truth about goodbye is that it never really is goodbye. It's not as though your mind were an etch a sketch and the moment that something doesn't work out you can simply shake it off and never revisit your memories again. How lovely that would be? But ask yourself, would you want to erase … Continue reading What’s your story?
I was caught up, searching for a truth about myself, trying desperately to apply my own words. You see, we are cruel. We are the cruelest to ourselves, ripping into our hearts and minds for feeling the way we do, tossing and tumbling like a surfer on a maverick wave. And that's it isn't it? … Continue reading Here with me
I fell. Head over heels and looking back it wasn't because he was a knight in shinning armor but because he was scared and flawed like me. I found myself seeking out all of his rough edges because that was what I was used to. It was comfortable to curl up in his darkness. But … Continue reading I fell…and grew.
Standing in the middle of a path lined with wild flowers with the sun blazing unforgiving on my face I took the deepest breath of my life. I inhaled pine and palm, sky and lake. I concentrated on the beads of sweat dripping into the small of my back and acknowledged the pain in my … Continue reading Crunching Numbers
So I woke up this morning wondering what exactly I had left to sell to help me make ends meet. Being a writer is hard work, there are so many of us out there and so many people want us to write for free, for notoriety, for "experience". So I thought about the contents of … Continue reading Peddling my soul
In dealing with a recent heartbreak I decided the best thing to do was to get out of town to clear my mind. Originally I was going to go it alone but I contacted my best friend and she graciously agreed to go with me into the middle of nowhere to go camping. It was something … Continue reading Just Jack