And it hit her, much in the way she imagined creation, all at once, electric. A crackling and popping so loud it silenced her mind for the first time. It was as if she felt everything in a millisecond, all the fear, love, excitement, joy, … Continue reading She Was the Stuff of Stars Listen, Love, Live
So I’ve been very quite lately and decided that I would continue doing what I promised I would do and that is living an honest existence. The last week has had me facing 2 suicide attempts, being baker acted only to be released to attempt … Continue reading From beyond suicide
I’ve always known I was different. My earliest memories of playing outside as a child didn’t have me on the playground but running barefoot through the woods on the property behind our house or jumping recklessly into the ocean off of the long pier at our … Continue reading You crazy slut.
The truth about goodbye is that it never really is goodbye. It’s not as though your mind were an etch a sketch and the moment that something doesn’t work out you can simply shake it off and never revisit your memories again. How lovely that … Continue reading What’s your story?
I was caught up, searching for a truth about myself, trying desperately to apply my own words. You see, we are cruel. We are the cruelest to ourselves, ripping into our hearts and minds for feeling the way we do, tossing and tumbling like a … Continue reading Here with me
I fell. Head over heels and looking back it wasn’t because he was a knight in shinning armor but because he was scared and flawed like me. I found myself seeking out all of his rough edges because that was what I was used to. … Continue reading I fell…and grew.
Standing in the middle of a path lined with wild flowers with the sun blazing unforgiving on my face I took the deepest breath of my life. I inhaled pine and palm, sky and lake. I concentrated on the beads of sweat dripping into the … Continue reading Crunching Numbers