my truth today... I miss you. More than I ever thought it possible to miss someone. I found love at a time when I wasn't looking, when I had given up hope for such things. I had resigned myself to being the third wheel, the fifth wheel and no wheel at all. So to … Continue reading Breakthrough
If I could be anything, I would choose each time, to be this. Oh sure, I wear the same hat as many of you, answer to the same titles. Mom, daughter, sister, cousin, co-worker, friend. But you see on any given day I can also float between what's beneath the skin, the not so traditional, … Continue reading If I could be anything…I would be the moon
Is this where we are again?? On the receiving end of yet another goodbye? Only this time we held our heart close to our chest and didn't fall, hell this time our heart was so wrapped up in our love for another that it was merely a distraction and not even a constant at that. … Continue reading Tricks~A Rant from the mad mind.
I gotta tell you...when I first heard the phrase "chasing the unicorn" I thought to myself...oh lord, another label thrown out there by commitment phobic men to explain their lack of monogamy and interest in settling down; and then I thought, you know what... I'm chasing the unicorn too. I am going to jump on … Continue reading Chasing the Unicorn
The aftermath of saying goodbye is a tough one, not going to lie. If I was a smoker, I'd have been through a few packs by now. If I was an eater, I would have made several trips to my favorite fast food place, which if you're keeping track, is Taco Bell. If I was … Continue reading The aftermath
So instead of writing all the sorted details of the last month since reconnecting with what was the love of my life, I figured I would be brutally, heart breakingly, soul baring and share the letter I wrote to him. The following is the last letter I have written, the necessary goodbye to part of … Continue reading How do you say goodbye to a part of your soul?
Wouldn't it be nice if things lined up or worked out just once in a while? So I'll continue my story...because what else can I do? I sit here trying to practice the art of letting go and failing miserably today...I have moments of "okay" and more moments of not okay... I am not okay, … Continue reading Wouldn’t it be nice?
I don't even know where to begin. Guess I'll just dive right in. The man that I wrote about in: open letter to the man with depression part 1. & 2. came back into my life unexpectedly. https://christiepage808.wordpress.com/2015/11/09/this-is-your-chapter-the-book-is-my-love-an-open-letter-to-the-man-with-depression/ Now here is where I will probably lose a few of you. I am a believer in … Continue reading spins madly on
Living with an open heart is one hell of a struggle. I am trying desperately to remain optimistic and to let go of expectation and to live without building walls around my heart so that I can experience all that this life has to offer. I don't want to be bitter or closed off. I … Continue reading The Storm.