I don't know where to begin... You know that feeling you got when you read the title and saw that there was something new here for you to pour over? That little skip in your heart's rhythm? That impatience as you waited for this post to load? You know that feeling? So do I. All … Continue reading Checkmate.
I thought myself the queen unflinching, never unnerved not to be usurped loyal to the king, sacrificing lessor for more time on the board. I thought you the king, false bravado, always hiding or on the run never to be outdone content in pomp a man of circumstance. How sad it was to be played … Continue reading Just a piece.
Oh how I didn't want to be that girl. I didn't want to be her with everything I had and so I tried. I forged. I struggled. I cried. I laughed at the absurdity. I didn't want to be her. But I am her. I didn't want to be the girl that loved too much, … Continue reading That girl~
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There has never been a time until now that I wasn't able to face myself in the mirror. I have always been able to look at my body, no matter what state it was in and accept that it was a process, unfinished, working towards something. I was able to make eye contact with myself, … Continue reading that mirror.
I woke up. Life is good I thought. It's my birthday. I am 40. I am happy. I am at peace. I am going to enjoy a nice big cup of coffee, today I might even add a little sugar. It's my birthday. I AM adding sugar! I'm going to shop later, buy an outfit for my … Continue reading the life in my mind….
I suppose that last post seems vague, abstract and maybe even a little off...I realize that in pursuit of my honest life I am going to step on a few toes along the way and that some encounters I have aren't going to be as easy to discuss as others. The things I talk about … Continue reading how vague…
Whenever I find a penny on tails, I pick it up, flip it over and replace it in hopes that I can leave positive energy for the next person who finds it. I have been doing this for as long as I can remember and I have no idea how or why it started. I … Continue reading like finding a penny on tails….
If I remember correctly Bruce just up and went to Virginia. He was so far in debt, his addiction to pornography and all things vile had depleted him of any money he was making and he ran away. He left me and the kids behind because he said he knew my family would take me … Continue reading Garage Sale…..