This is the face of a serial rapist.
It's hard to write my thoughts and feelings now. If I make the decision to write I have to remind myself that every word is poured over and scrutinized. They are looking to distort every single word. And it's interesting writing when you have knowledge of nefarious intentions with the content you share. I'm always … Continue reading Mountains.
the nightmare is real. No one tells you how to prepare for the anniversary of your rape. It's not one of those milestones anyone ever wants as a part of their life. I have had three hundred and sixty-two days to think, reflect, remember and try to forget. My heart so heavy I can't explain … Continue reading Until you don’t…
Today marks the five year anniversary of my accident. Five years ago today I was a pedestrian, hit by a full sized pick-up truck. That accident left me fractured, battered, bruised and scarred for life in more ways than one. And normally today would bring a lot of reflection for a lot of different reasons, … Continue reading Pride.
I wasn't going to do this but I feel it is an important societal narrative. I recently wrote to the establishment Whiskey Beach Pub in Satellite Beach because my rapist frequents that establishment on Thursday nights for trivia. It was brought to my attention that he has targeted women from this establishment in the past … Continue reading Whiskey Beach Pub #metoo
How many women need to be raped, assaulted, abused, stalked and harassed before something is done about it? If it angers you, if it spurs action you can call and ask the Patrick Air Force Base legal department yourself... Why is Tsgt Keith Alan Snyder free? What are you protecting? (321) 494-2281 Patrick Air Force Legal Office.
I wrestled with posting this. I did. It shows a very ugly side of me, the angry side of surviving rape. I wasn't sure if my anger was misdirected or if it was legitimate anger at the individuals involved. I have actually stopped and started this post several times over in the last 2 weeks. … Continue reading Watching two women fighting over your rapist like… whiskey tango foxtrot! How is this life right now??
Oh man, I was you once too...enamored, charmed, smitten. He was a witty, intelligent, thoughtful, statuesque demi-god who came into my life like a breath of fresh air and I thought I had found the man of my dreams. To be clear I am speaking about TSGT Keith Alan Snyder of Patrick Air Force Base … Continue reading A helpful guide if you’re dating my rapist…
I don't know where to begin... You know that feeling you got when you read the title and saw that there was something new here for you to pour over? That little skip in your heart's rhythm? That impatience as you waited for this post to load? You know that feeling? So do I. All … Continue reading Checkmate.
My body has become a crime scene and my mind has become the hostage.