I wasn't and am not entirely sure where to begin with this letter, I only know I have to write it. I guess I'll start and end with hope that one day you'll be able to see me as I truly am, with the heart and space that will be forever yours in my soul. … Continue reading A letter to my children on Mother’s Day
I don't know where to begin... You know that feeling you got when you read the title and saw that there was something new here for you to pour over? That little skip in your heart's rhythm? That impatience as you waited for this post to load? You know that feeling? So do I. All … Continue reading Checkmate.
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And it hit her, much in the way she imagined creation, all at once, electric. A crackling and popping so loud it silenced her mind for the first time. It was as if she felt everything in a millisecond, all the fear, love, excitement, joy, sorrow, disappointment, anger, pity, happiness, anticipation. Wave after wave crashing … Continue reading She Was the Stuff of Stars Listen, Love, Live
I fell. Head over heels and looking back it wasn't because he was a knight in shinning armor but because he was scared and flawed like me. I found myself seeking out all of his rough edges because that was what I was used to. It was comfortable to curl up in his darkness. But … Continue reading I fell…and grew.
Each birthday I take some time to reflect on the past year and again I can't believe how much I have survived. I have never been one to take the easy road and I suppose that is a good thing, because who would I be without these trials and tribulations. I still struggle to forgive … Continue reading Happy Birthday Me~ You are a fucking warrior!
Standing in the middle of a path lined with wild flowers with the sun blazing unforgiving on my face I took the deepest breath of my life. I inhaled pine and palm, sky and lake. I concentrated on the beads of sweat dripping into the small of my back and acknowledged the pain in my … Continue reading Crunching Numbers
Nights like the last one are what keep me here...in the literal sense. Last night I sat with like minded souls at the ocean enjoying the longest day of the year waiting for a strawberry moon. How many of you took time to do that? How many of you realized that yesterday was the day … Continue reading Just a few more moments…
So instead of writing all the sorted details of the last month since reconnecting with what was the love of my life, I figured I would be brutally, heart breakingly, soul baring and share the letter I wrote to him. The following is the last letter I have written, the necessary goodbye to part of … Continue reading How do you say goodbye to a part of your soul?