It’s been a long, long time since I’ve written and I mean truly written. So today I decided to speak my truths and there are so many swirling around in my mind that I’m not quite sure where to begin. I guess I’ll write you a letter and just never send it out…nothing could go … Continue reading It’s been a long time…
Oh wow, do i think about you often. In the beginning you were there, always and not so subtly. i was the first to put you back on the walls. And then after some time you weren't there at all, in fact you turned your back... i didn't see you again for a while. It … Continue reading Anniversary spoons~ a poem~
Oh there are times when you know you just have to write. Today is one of those days. My boyfriend took this photo on one of our many weekend adventures. He and I had gone to a nude beach to enjoy a little sunshine and a little salt. It was his first time and it … Continue reading Shameless Survivor
And it hit her, much in the way she imagined creation, all at once, electric. A crackling and popping so loud it silenced her mind for the first time. It was as if she felt everything in a millisecond, all the fear, love, excitement, joy, sorrow, disappointment, anger, pity, happiness, anticipation. Wave after wave crashing … Continue reading She Was the Stuff of Stars Listen, Love, Live
I'm waiting to make my first court appearance today. The first time I will lay eyes on the man I once loved with every ounce of my being. The man that made the decision to rape me. I have taken careful consideration how I look. I usually dress with a little edge in my style … Continue reading Let’s have a go at it…shall we?
I've always known I was different. My earliest memories of playing outside as a child didn't have me on the playground but running barefoot through the woods on the property behind our house or jumping recklessly into the ocean off of the long pier at our local beach. I never wanted to come inside and felt … Continue reading You crazy slut.
These people came out in the rain on an overcast Monday night to participate with me, celebrating that big beautiful super moon that never made an appearance and it didn't matter. We ceremoniously set a beautiful table, made an amazing feast and drank whiskey by candlelight as the waves crashed around the rocks onshore. This … Continue reading This is everything.
I was caught up, searching for a truth about myself, trying desperately to apply my own words. You see, we are cruel. We are the cruelest to ourselves, ripping into our hearts and minds for feeling the way we do, tossing and tumbling like a surfer on a maverick wave. And that's it isn't it? … Continue reading Here with me
I spoke the words and I instantly choked up. It was a warning that this concept, these words I spoke needed further attention. I was describing the feeling of euphoria I felt in those first few months of meeting him. And they were euphoric. I could have never imagined that I was capable of the … Continue reading Purpose~ You are Enough~
I have tasted life and my only regret is that I can't go back for seconds. ~Christie Page