I thought myself the queen unflinching, never unnerved not to be usurped loyal to the king, sacrificing lessor for more time on the board. I thought you the king, false bravado, always hiding or on the run never to be outdone content in pomp a man of circumstance. How sad it was to be played … Continue reading Just a piece.
It is done. I had my conversation and although there was no happy ending, there was an ending. Only my heart doesn't quite believe it. So I do what I always do in my time of reflection and I took it to the ocean. I sat in the rain and watched in awe of the calmness … Continue reading and so it goes…
If I could be anything, I would choose each time, to be this. Oh sure, I wear the same hat as many of you, answer to the same titles. Mom, daughter, sister, cousin, co-worker, friend. But you see on any given day I can also float between what's beneath the skin, the not so traditional, … Continue reading If I could be anything…I would be the moon
Goodbyes suck. I wish there was a more eloquent way of putting it but sometimes we don't need a beautiful description of something we all already know about. And it doesn't matter if you are on the giving end of a goodbye, the receiving end of a goodbye. It doesn't matter if it was planned, … Continue reading What I learned about Goodbye
And I laid it all out there for you to see And you told me I was everything so fantastically, scarily perfect on so many levels and that was the nicest compliment I had ever received so of course, I ran with those words until they lifted and soared through my skies like a bright … Continue reading magic dragon
I am battling you doubt. I am pressing myself to not allow your hold on my thoughts. It is coming with a price this time. I wonder how many pieces I have left to give, before what's been left behind losses it's value. The hole is still there, ever present as if it were yesterday and … Continue reading Curtain Call~
I met you in the autumn of my life You set yourself apart, So perfect you were with all your imperfections I never noticed them at all We played each other's demons They danced for us, mine on tiptoes Yours bracing for the fall I tried so hard to hold us together Until we fell imperfectly apart. I still look for you in embers You cause the … Continue reading Seasons
My eyes burn from tears. You'd think the body could only produce so much... but nope...there seems to be an endless supply these days. My heart, as cliché as it sounds, feels like an empty, open void . It aches sometimes so painfully for what was there that it brings me to my knees in the … Continue reading Mourning.