Oh what a tangled web...I see you. I absolutely see you. We're in for a heck of a ride you and I. It's about to get a little bumpy. It is so cute how you think I didn't know which one you were...it's absolutely adorable. I'd start thinking of excuses now, before you're caught off … Continue reading silly
This is the face of a serial rapist.
It was the first time I had sex because I wanted to. The first time since I was six. You can dwell on that some other time, but right now stay with me in this memory. He lifted me from the couch and my skirt lay out exactly how I hoped it might. You know … Continue reading Little Crystal Ball
Olivia stared at her reflection in the mirror. Only it was older her, not in age, chronological age, in appearance. She was looking at her primordial alter, if that was even feasible. She had worked through some other possible options for the sake of scientific theory, like this was somehow an elaborate practical joke played … Continue reading The Adventures of Ghost Girl~ A superhero origin story in real time.
It's hard to write my thoughts and feelings now. If I make the decision to write I have to remind myself that every word is poured over and scrutinized. They are looking to distort every single word. And it's interesting writing when you have knowledge of nefarious intentions with the content you share. I'm always … Continue reading Mountains.
I wish you knew how hard it was to wake up every morning. How hard it is to face each day wondering what new fuckery will unpack itself on my doorstep...wondering what new threat, new complication, new request or obligation is waiting in the wings. Most mornings I just want to stay in bed, pull … Continue reading What I wish you knew…
I am way cooler. I've had so much time to think this past year and man have I grown up. I hit the rock bottom equivalent of an addict, although I've never had a substance abuse problem, more of an emotional abuse problem. As in, I take a lot. I always felt that if I … Continue reading Wolverine is cool but…
Maybe I left him better. Maybe I left him thinking outside the box. Maybe when the wind blows at just a certain time, he'll pause in search of signs from the universe and maybe, just maybe he'll listen this time. I'm not afraid of goodbyes anymore. After I listened to my heart, I simply gave … Continue reading
I feel strong. I feel powerful. I refuse to entertain an ounce of shame for what was done to me but I had to sit in meditation for a long time with my ego. I had to get severely uncomfortable. And I learned. I learned more about myself that first week of trial than I … Continue reading indomitable