We were just talking... like survivors do when we talk. Open, honest, raw and no bullshit. We've heard it all before, we don't need to hear it from each other. Strangers listening in might describe the conversations as brutal attacks, hitting one another with one truth after another, a no holds barred, verbal slug fest. … Continue reading Predator & Prey
Category: grief
It’s been a long time…
It’s been a long, long time since I’ve written and I mean truly written. So today I decided to speak my truths and there are so many swirling around in my mind that I’m not quite sure where to begin. I guess I’ll write you a letter and just never send it out…nothing could go … Continue reading It’s been a long time…
When your idol dies~
It is almost impossible to put into words what it means to hear the news of Prince's death today. I am at work with tears in my eyes and a sob chocked in my throat and all I really want to do is break down and cry. Prince was so talented, diverse, innovative and genius … Continue reading When your idol dies~
I didn't think it was possible for my heart to break any further than it already had. I didn't think there were tears left to shed. I didn't think that suffocating sadness could wash over me, take my breath and leave me rocking that little girl on the inside, in a desperate attempt to sooth … Continue reading
The ugly truth.
Quite frankly not a topic I ever wanted to discuss, which is all the more reason to put it out there and let the chips fall where they may. I was pretty much forced into this conversation by a seemingly well-meaning gentleman, although the aftermath let my insides twisted and feeling like minced meat. He … Continue reading The ugly truth.
~wander~
To the man who made my mind wander, I find my mind wandering a lot lately, back to our time. That time when we suspended words...because they were not necessary. That time over campfires and moonshine and chess. That time when you watched as I captured fireflies briefly on the tips of my fingers before … Continue reading ~wander~